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SUMMARY:The end of bleeding is the beginning
DESCRIPTION:The Motherhole hosts this gathering. It has three realms: Eros\, Mother and Crone.This is a Crone gathering.  \n\n\n\nCrone is not age. It is not bitterness. It is not decline. Crone is ownership. \n\n\n\nThe moment the body stops being a passage for others and returns to you. \n\n\n\nThis is not the end. This is the release. \n\n\n\nMenopause is not a loss of power. It’s the end of leaking it. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nTheme of the gathering\n\n\n\nMenopause is not a medical event. \n\n\n\nIt is a biological transition. \n\n\n\nAnd in the modern Western world\, it can feel like a quiet form of disappearance. \n\n\n\nSomething is shifting in you\, and no one is describing it in a way that feels accurate. \n\n\n\nOr hopeful. \n\n\n\nYour body feels unfamiliar. \n\n\n\nYour tolerance is shorter. \n\n\n\nYour patience thinner. \n\n\n\nYour emotions don’t move the way they used to. \n\n\n\nAnd beneath it all there may be a quiet question: \n\n\n\nWhat exactly is leaving? \n\n\n\nAnd what\, if anything\, is arriving? \n\n\n\nMany women move through menopause feeling disoriented\, irritated\, grieving\, relieved\, and unsettled at the same time. \n\n\n\nYou are told it is either a problem to manage or a spiritual upgrade to celebrate. \n\n\n\nNeither description quite fits. \n\n\n\nWe begin where you actually are. \n\n\n\nThis gathering is for women in menopause who feel the shift clearly\, but were never given language for what it means. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nWhat we will do\n\n\n\nThis is a structured\, guided gathering. The focus is articulation. \n\n\n\nWe are holding a shared space in which you can examine what menopause is actually doing to your body\, your emotional range\, your tolerance\, and your sense of self. \n\n\n\nYou will write in response to precise prompts. \n\n\n\nYou will reflect before speaking but you will not be speaking your thoughts\, you’ll be voicing those from another in the group. How? Come and find out! All you need to know is that it works\, it’s very liberating and feels extremely safe\,  we promise! \n\n\n\nYou do not need to prepare anything. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to be optimistic. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to “accept” anything before you arrive. \n\n\n\nWe start with what is true now. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nThe focus of the evening\n\n\n\nWe explore aspects of menopause that are rarely spoken about directly: \n\n\n\n• the body that no longer responds the way it used to \n\n\n\n• the shortening of patience and tolerance \n\n\n\n• the grief that arrives without clear permission \n\n\n\n• the relief that feels complicated \n\n\n\n• the fear of losing something unnamed \n\n\n\n• the sharpening of boundaries \n\n\n\nThis is not about symptom management. \n\n\n\nIt is about orientation. \n\n\n\nMany women sense that something fundamental has reorganised\, but were never given language for it. \n\n\n\nThis gathering offers a way to slow down and name what is already happening. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole\n\n\n\nThe Motherhole.The first gate.The original opening. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole is the place where life arrives\, where identity fractures\, where something that was once yours becomes a passage for others.And then\, one day\, becomes yours again. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole gatherings are not events. They are encounters.Spaces where women come to speak from inside what actually happened\, and what is happening now. \n\n\n\nNot to be fixed.Not to be guided.Not to be improved.But to be heard. \n\n\n\nEach Motherhole gathering follows a shared method. \n\n\n\nNot because one method fits all\, but because experience needs holding in order to move. \n\n\n\nWe work with words\, bodies\, breath\, and sound.Sometimes with silence.Sometimes with meditation.Sometimes through writing.Sometimes through reading and voicing.Sometimes through movement or stillness.Not everything happens every time. \n\n\n\nBut always a shared speaking at the end. \n\n\n\nNothing is forced.You can speak.You can stay quiet.You can pass.Listening counts.The structure holds the room so experience can move\, without being explained\, fixed\, or turned into a performance. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole has three realms\n\n\n\nErosThe realm of desire.Of appetite.Of what still wants you.Sex. Rage. Hunger. Refusal.The pull toward life that never went quiet.Enter Eros if something in you is awake and restless. \n\n\n\nMotherThe realm of cost.Of responsibility.Of what life required of you.Birth. Care. Loss of self.The moment you became a passage.Enter Mother if your life split in two and never fully rejoined. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nCrone \n\n\n\nThe realm of ownership.Of what you no longer give away.No more passage for life.No more explanation.Menopause. Authority. Clarity.The moment you stop bleeding and start leading yourself. \n\n\n\nRead more at themotherhole.com \n\n\n\nDetails\n\n\n\n• 3 hours (including break) \n\n\n\n• Time: Doors open at 17.30. Come early to land in the space\, eat before we begin. Gathering starts at 18:00 \n\n\n\n• Max 12 participants \n\n\n\n• Snacks and drinks included \n\n\n\n• Location: Sensual Institute\, Tavastgatan 43\, 118 24 Stockholm \n\n\n\n• Space holders:  \n\n\n\nCamilla\, creator of the Sensual Hero’s Journey and author of the I Awake series. Read more at i-awake.com \n\n\n\nMarie-Louise \n\n\n\nHelene \n\n\n\n• Dress however you want \n\n\n\n• Queer friendly \n\n\n\n• Neurospicy friendly \n\n\n\nBooking & pricing\n\n\n\n• 500 SEK per participant\, per session \n\n\n\n• Bookings are non-refundable\, but transferable \n\n\n500\,00 kr\n					\n				Add to cart
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CATEGORIES:Crone,The Motherhole
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SUMMARY:The split
DESCRIPTION:The Motherhole hosts this gathering. It has three realms: Eros\, Mother and Crone. \n\n\n\nThis is a Mother gathering. \n\n\n\nMother is not an identity you add. \n\n\n\nIt is a rearrangement. \n\n\n\nYour body rearranges. \n\n\n\nYour time rearranges. \n\n\n\nYour relationships rearrange. \n\n\n\nAnd sometimes your loyalty rearranges too. \n\n\n\nMother is not only love. \n\n\n\nIt is conflict. \n\n\n\nTheme of the gathering\n\n\n\nThere is a moment in motherhood no one prepares you for. \n\n\n\nWhen you realise you cannot be everything at once. \n\n\n\nNot fully mother. \n\n\n\nNot fully partner. \n\n\n\nNot fully yourself. \n\n\n\nSomething splits. \n\n\n\nYou love your child. \n\n\n\nAnd you miss your life. \n\n\n\nYou show up. \n\n\n\nAnd you fantasise about leaving. \n\n\n\nYou are devoted. \n\n\n\nAnd you are resentful. \n\n\n\nBoth are true. \n\n\n\nThis gathering is for women who feel divided inside motherhood. \n\n\n\nNot burnt out. \n\n\n\nDivided. \n\n\n\nPulled between who you were and who you are required to be. \n\n\n\nPulled between responsibility and desire. \n\n\n\nPulled between closeness and suffocation. \n\n\n\nWe are not here to resolve the split. \n\n\n\nWe are here to look at it without pretending it doesn’t exist. \n\n\n\nWhat we will do\n\n\n\nThis is a structured\, guided gathering. The focus is articulation. \n\n\n\nWe create a contained space where you can examine the internal conflicts that motherhood brought into your life. \n\n\n\nYou will write in response to precise prompts. \n\n\n\nYou will reflect before speaking but you will not be speaking your thoughts\, you’ll be voicing those from another in the group. How? Come and find out! All you need to know is that it works\, it’s very liberating and feels extremely safe\, we promise! \n\n\n\nYou do not need to defend your love. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to apologise for your frustration. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to justify wanting space. \n\n\n\nWe hold complexity without simplifying it. \n\n\n\nNo fixing. \n\n\n\nNo advice. \n\n\n\nNo comparison. \n\n\n\nJust women speaking from inside the split. \n\n\n\nThe focus of the evening\n\n\n\nWe explore parts of motherhood that are rarely spoken about directly: \n\n\n\n• loving your child and missing your old self \n\n\n\n• resentment that coexists with devotion \n\n\n\n• sexual withdrawal after becoming a mother \n\n\n\n• the strain on partnership \n\n\n\n• the fantasy of escape \n\n\n\n• the pressure to feel fulfilled \n\n\n\n• the quiet fear that you made the wrong choice \n\n\n\nThis is not about being a good mother. \n\n\n\nIt is about being a whole woman. \n\n\n\nMany women carry the split in silence because they believe admitting it makes them ungrateful or unstable. \n\n\n\nThis gathering offers a space where contradiction is allowed. \n\n\n\nWhere devotion and doubt can sit in the same body. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole\n\n\n\nThe Motherhole.The first gate.The original opening. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole is the place where life arrives\, where identity fractures\, where something that was once yours becomes a passage for others.And then\, one day\, becomes yours again. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole gatherings are not events. They are encounters.Spaces where women come to speak from inside what actually happened\, and what is happening now. \n\n\n\nNot to be fixed.Not to be guided.Not to be improved.But to be heard. \n\n\n\nEach Motherhole gathering follows a shared method. \n\n\n\nNot because one method fits all\, but because experience needs holding in order to move. \n\n\n\nWe work with words\, bodies\, breath\, and sound.Sometimes with silence.Sometimes with meditation.Sometimes through writing.Sometimes through reading and voicing.Sometimes through movement or stillness.Not everything happens every time. \n\n\n\nBut always a shared speaking at the end. \n\n\n\nNothing is forced.You can speak.You can stay quiet.You can pass.Listening counts.The structure holds the room so experience can move\, without being explained\, fixed\, or turned into a performance. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole has three realms\n\n\n\nErosThe realm of desire.Of appetite.Of what still wants you.Sex. Rage. Hunger. Refusal.The pull toward life that never went quiet.Enter Eros if something in you is awake and restless. \n\n\n\nMotherThe realm of cost.Of responsibility.Of what life required of you.Birth. Care. Loss of self.The moment you became a passage.Enter Mother if your life split in two and never fully rejoined. \n\n\n\nCrone \n\n\n\nThe realm of ownership.Of what you no longer give away.No more passage for life.No more explanation.Menopause. Authority. Clarity.The moment you stop bleeding and start leading yourself. \n\n\n\nRead more at themotherhole.com \n\n\n\nPractical details\n\n\n\n• Time: Doors open at 17.30. Come early to land in the space\, eat before we begin. Gathering starts at 18:00• Length: 3 hours• Group size: Maximum 12 participants• Location: Sensual Institute\, Tavastgatan 43\, 118 24 Stockholm• Price: 500 SEK• Snacks and drinks included \n\n\n\nSpace holder\n\n\n\nCamilla Wellton\, mother\, creator of the Sensual Hero’s Journey™ and author of the I AWAKE series \n\n\n\nFind out more on her insta and her website i-awake.com \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n•   Dress as you like\n•   Queer friendly\n•   Neurospicy friendly \n\n\n\nBooking & pricing\n\n\n\n• 500 SEK per participant \n\n\n\nif you feel called but cannot afford it right now pls reach out and we’ll figure something out! \n\n\n500\,00 kr\n					\n				Add to cart
URL:https://staging.sensualinstitute.com/event/the-split/
CATEGORIES:Mother,The Motherhole
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SUMMARY:The Turn-Off
DESCRIPTION:The Motherhole hosts this gathering. It has three realms: Eros\, Mother and Crone.  \n\n\n\nThis is an Eros gathering. Eros is not sex.It’s the charge that lives underneath language.The pull.The no.The yes that arrives before thought.It’s sensation.It’s appetite.It’s the body remembering itself. \n\n\n\nTheme of the gathering\n\n\n\nNot what turns you on. \n\n\n\nWhat turns you off. \n\n\n\nThe moment your body says no. \n\n\n\nThe instant something closes. \n\n\n\nThe loss of interest. \n\n\n\nThe sudden dryness. \n\n\n\nThe irritation you can’t justify. \n\n\n\nMost women are trained to override that moment. \n\n\n\nTo soften it. \n\n\n\nTo explain it away. \n\n\n\nTo make it reasonable. \n\n\n\nThis gathering is about the intelligence of your turn-off. \n\n\n\nBecause often what shuts down is not desire. \n\n\n\nIt is tolerance. \n\n\n\nIt is self-betrayal. \n\n\n\nIt is exhaustion. \n\n\n\nIt is misalignment. \n\n\n\nWe don’t gather to increase desire. \n\n\n\nWe gather to understand what your body refuses. \n\n\n\nWhat we will do\n\n\n\nThis is a structured\, guided gathering. The focus is articulation. \n\n\n\nWe are holding a shared space in which you can examine the moments your desire retracts\, hardens\, or disappears. \n\n\n\nYou will write in response to precise prompts. \n\n\n\nYou will reflect before speaking but you will not be speaking your thoughts\, you’ll be voicing those from another in the group. How? Come and find out! All you need to know is that it works\, it’s very liberating and feels extremely safe\, we promise! \n\n\n\nYou do not need to justify your no. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to defend your boundaries. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to turn anything into insight. \n\n\n\nWe slow the moment down. \n\n\n\nWe stay with it. \n\n\n\nWe listen to what the body already decided. \n\n\n\nThe focus of the evening\n\n\n\nWe explore aspects of Eros that are rarely named directly: \n\n\n\n• the body’s immediate no \n\n\n\n• the loss of attraction you can’t explain \n\n\n\n• irritation inside intimacy \n\n\n\n• boredom inside repetition \n\n\n\n• the fatigue of being desired \n\n\n\n• the difference between fear and disinterest \n\n\n\n• the clarity that arrives when you stop overriding yourself \n\n\n\nThis is not about libido. \n\n\n\nIt is about discernment. \n\n\n\nMany women have strong desire. \n\n\n\nBut even stronger boundaries. \n\n\n\nThis gathering offers a way to understand what your body is protecting. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole\n\n\n\nThe Motherhole.The first gate.The original opening. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole is the place where life arrives\, where identity fractures\, where something that was once yours becomes a passage for others.And then\, one day\, becomes yours again. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole gatherings are not events. They are encounters.Spaces where women come to speak from inside what actually happened\, and what is happening now. \n\n\n\nNot to be fixed.Not to be guided.Not to be improved.But to be heard. \n\n\n\nEach Motherhole gathering follows a shared method. \n\n\n\nNot because one method fits all\, but because experience needs holding in order to move. \n\n\n\nWe work with words\, bodies\, breath\, and sound.Sometimes with silence.Sometimes with meditation.Sometimes through writing.Sometimes through reading and voicing.Sometimes through movement or stillness.Not everything happens every time. \n\n\n\nBut always a shared speaking at the end. \n\n\n\nNothing is forced.You can speak.You can stay quiet.You can pass.Listening counts.The structure holds the room so experience can move\, without being explained\, fixed\, or turned into a performance. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole has three realms\n\n\n\nErosThe realm of desire.Of appetite.Of what still wants you.Sex. Rage. Hunger. Refusal.The pull toward life that never went quiet.Enter Eros if something in you is awake and restless. \n\n\n\nMotherThe realm of cost.Of responsibility.Of what life required of you.Birth. Care. Loss of self.The moment you became a passage.Enter Mother if your life split in two and never fully rejoined. \n\n\n\nCrone \n\n\n\nThe realm of ownership.Of what you no longer give away.No more passage for life.No more explanation.Menopause. Authority. Clarity.The moment you stop bleeding and start leading yourself. \n\n\n\nRead more at Https://themotherhole.com \n\n\n\nPractical details\n\n\n\n• Date: Friday\, March 6• Time: Doors open at 17.30. Come early to land in the space\, eat before we begin. Gathering starts at 18:00• Length: 3 hours• Group size: Maximum 12 participants• Location: Sensual Institute\, Tavastgatan 43\, 118 24 Stockholm• Price: 500 SEK• Snacks and drinks included \n\n\n\nSpace holder\n\n\n\nCamilla Wellton\, creator of the Sensual Hero’s Journey™ and author of the I AWAKE series  \n\n\n\nFind out more on her insta and her website i-awake.com \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n•   Dress as you like\n•   Queer friendly\n•   Neurospicy friendly \n\n\n\nBooking & pricing\n\n\n\n• 500 SEK per participant \n\n\n\nif you feel called but cannot afford it right now pls reach out and we’ll figure something out!  \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n• Bookings are non-refundable\, but transferable \n\n\n500\,00 kr\n					\n				Add to cart
URL:https://staging.sensualinstitute.com/event/the-turn-off/
CATEGORIES:Eros,The Motherhole
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DTEND;TZID=UTC:20260717T210000
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SUMMARY:Motherhood lives in the nervous system
DESCRIPTION:The Motherhole hosts this gathering. It has three realms: Eros\, Mother and Crone. \n\n\n\nThis is a Mother gathering. \n\n\n\nMother is not motherhood as an identity. \n\n\n\nIt is not a lifestyle. \n\n\n\nIt is not a soft aesthetic. \n\n\n\nMother is what happens when your body becomes a home for someone else. \n\n\n\nWhen your nervous system becomes a service provider. \n\n\n\nWhen your time stops belonging to you. \n\n\n\nMother is love\, yes. \n\n\n\nBut it is also depletion. \n\n\n\nRage. \n\n\n\nGrief. \n\n\n\nIsolation. \n\n\n\nAnd the quiet terror of never fully coming back. \n\n\n\nTheme of the gathering\n\n\n\nThere is a specific kind of exhaustion that doesn’t come from doing too much. \n\n\n\nIt comes from being needed all the time. \n\n\n\nFrom carrying the logistics. \n\n\n\nThe emotional weather. \n\n\n\nThe planning. \n\n\n\nThe remembering. \n\n\n\nThe anticipating. \n\n\n\nFrom being the one who knows what everyone needs before they need it. \n\n\n\nFrom being the human calendar. \n\n\n\nThe human pillow. \n\n\n\nThe human emergency exit. \n\n\n\nAnd then being told you should be grateful. \n\n\n\nThis gathering is for women who love their children\, but feel themselves disappearing inside the role. \n\n\n\nFor women who are functioning\, but not living. \n\n\n\nFor women who are tired of being the infrastructure of everyone else’s life. \n\n\n\nWe don’t gather to become better mothers. \n\n\n\nWe gather to tell the truth. \n\n\n\nWhat we will do\n\n\n\nThis is a structured\, guided gathering. The focus is articulation. \n\n\n\nWe are holding a shared space where you can name what motherhood has actually demanded of you. \n\n\n\nNot the beautiful parts. \n\n\n\nNot the acceptable parts. \n\n\n\nThe real cost. \n\n\n\nYou will write in response to precise prompts. \n\n\n\nYou will reflect before speaking but you will not be speaking your thoughts\, you’ll be voicing those from another in the group. How? Come and find out! All you need to know is that it works\, it’s very liberating and feels extremely safe\, we promise! \n\n\n\nYou do not need to be positive. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to be “strong.” \n\n\n\nYou do not need to make it sound meaningful. \n\n\n\nYou are allowed to be honest without being judged. \n\n\n\nThe focus of the evening\n\n\n\nWe explore parts of motherhood that are rarely spoken about directly: \n\n\n\n• the exhaustion that sleep cannot fix \n\n\n\n• the invisible work no one counts \n\n\n\n• the resentment that comes from being taken for granted \n\n\n\n• the loss of erotic space and personal time \n\n\n\n• the emotional labour of holding everyone together \n\n\n\n• the grief of the woman you used to be \n\n\n\n• the fear that this is just your life now \n\n\n\nThis is not about parenting strategies. \n\n\n\nIt is about reality. \n\n\n\nMany women carry enormous pressure in silence because they don’t want to sound ungrateful. \n\n\n\nThis gathering offers a way to name what is true\, without collapsing into shame. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole\n\n\n\nThe Motherhole.The first gate.The original opening. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole is the place where life arrives\, where identity fractures\, where something that was once yours becomes a passage for others.And then\, one day\, becomes yours again. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole gatherings are not events. They are encounters.Spaces where women come to speak from inside what actually happened\, and what is happening now. \n\n\n\nNot to be fixed.Not to be guided.Not to be improved.But to be heard. \n\n\n\nEach Motherhole gathering follows a shared method. \n\n\n\nNot because one method fits all\, but because experience needs holding in order to move. \n\n\n\nWe work with words\, bodies\, breath\, and sound.Sometimes with silence.Sometimes with meditation.Sometimes through writing.Sometimes through reading and voicing.Sometimes through movement or stillness.Not everything happens every time. \n\n\n\nBut always a shared speaking at the end. \n\n\n\nNothing is forced.You can speak.You can stay quiet.You can pass.Listening counts.The structure holds the room so experience can move\, without being explained\, fixed\, or turned into a performance. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole has three realms\n\n\n\nErosThe realm of desire.Of appetite.Of what still wants you.Sex. Rage. Hunger. Refusal.The pull toward life that never went quiet.Enter Eros if something in you is awake and restless. \n\n\n\nMotherThe realm of cost.Of responsibility.Of what life required of you.Birth. Care. Loss of self.The moment you became a passage.Enter Mother if your life split in two and never fully rejoined. \n\n\n\nCrone \n\n\n\nThe realm of ownership.Of what you no longer give away.No more passage for life.No more explanation.Menopause. Authority. Clarity.The moment you stop bleeding and start leading yourself. \n\n\n\nRead more at themotherhole.com \n\n\n\nPractical details\n\n\n\n• Date: Friday\, March 13• Time: Doors open at 17.30. Come early to land in the space\, eat before we begin. Gathering starts at 18:00• Length: 3 hours• Group size: Maximum 12 participants• Location: Sensual Institute\, Tavastgatan 43\, 118 24 Stockholm• Price: 500 SEK• Snacks and drinks included \n\n\n\nSpace holder\n\n\n\nCamilla Wellton\, creator of the Sensual Hero’s Journey™ and author of the I AWAKE series  \n\n\n\nFind out more on her insta and her website i-awake.com \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n•   Dress as you like\n•   Queer friendly\n•   Neurospicy friendly \n\n\n\nBooking & pricing\n\n\n\n• 500 SEK per participant \n\n\n\nif you feel called but cannot afford it right now pls reach out and we’ll figure something out!  \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n• Bookings are non-refundable\, but transferable \n\n\n500\,00 kr\n					\n				Add to cart
URL:https://staging.sensualinstitute.com/event/motherhood-lives-in-the-nervous-system/
CATEGORIES:Mother,The Motherhole
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SUMMARY:Done being accessible by default
DESCRIPTION:The Motherhole hosts this gathering. \n\n\n\nIt has three realms: Eros\, Mother and Crone. \n\n\n\nThis is a Crone gathering. \n\n\n\nCrone is not age. \n\n\n\nIt is not invisibility. \n\n\n\nIt is not decline. \n\n\n\nCrone is the moment you stop negotiating your existence. \n\n\n\nWhen your body is no longer a passage for life into this world. \n\n\n\nCrone is ownership. \n\n\n\nTheme of the gathering\n\n\n\nThere comes a point when something in you closes. \n\n\n\nNot from bitterness. \n\n\n\nNot from trauma. \n\n\n\nFrom clarity. \n\n\n\nYou no longer want to be endlessly reachable. \n\n\n\nEmotionally accommodating. \n\n\n\nSexually adaptable. \n\n\n\nRelationally diplomatic. \n\n\n\nYou no longer want to explain your boundaries in a tone that makes others comfortable. \n\n\n\nYou are done being accessible by default. \n\n\n\nAnd that can feel lonely. \n\n\n\nThis gathering is for women who feel themselves withdrawing from roles\, expectations\, and dynamics that once defined them. \n\n\n\nNot collapsing. \n\n\n\nWithdrawing. \n\n\n\nChoosing. \n\n\n\nWe are not here to become softer. \n\n\n\nWe are here to examine what you are no longer willing to give. \n\n\n\nWhat we will do\n\n\n\nThis is a structured\, guided gathering. The focus is articulation. \n\n\n\nWe create a contained space where you can examine what you have quietly stepped away from\, and what that means. \n\n\n\nYou will write in response to precise prompts. \n\n\n\nYou will reflect before speaking but you will not be speaking your thoughts\, you’ll be voicing those from another in the group. How? Come and find out! All you need to know is that it works\, it’s very liberating and feels extremely safe\, we promise! \n\n\n\nYou do not need to justify your distance. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to defend your detachment. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to present it as healing. \n\n\n\nWe look at withdrawal without pathologising it. \n\n\n\nNo fixing. \n\n\n\nNo advice. \n\n\n\nNo spiritual reframing. \n\n\n\nJust women speaking from inside their own authority. \n\n\n\nThe focus of the evening\n\n\n\nWe explore aspects of Crone that are rarely spoken about directly: \n\n\n\n• the relief of not being desired \n\n\n\n• the decision to stop accommodating \n\n\n\n• the grief of stepping out of certain roles \n\n\n\n• the loneliness of becoming self-contained \n\n\n\n• the power of emotional non-compliance \n\n\n\n• the fear of becoming irrelevant \n\n\n\n• the freedom of no longer performing warmth \n\n\n\nThis is not about reinvention. \n\n\n\nIt is about subtraction. \n\n\n\nMany women feel themselves becoming sharper\, quieter\, less available. \n\n\n\nThis gathering offers a way to name that shift without apology. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole\n\n\n\nThe Motherhole.The first gate.The original opening. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole is the place where life arrives\, where identity fractures\, where something that was once yours becomes a passage for others.And then\, one day\, becomes yours again. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole gatherings are not events. They are encounters.Spaces where women come to speak from inside what actually happened\, and what is happening now. \n\n\n\nNot to be fixed.Not to be guided.Not to be improved.But to be heard. \n\n\n\nEach Motherhole gathering follows a shared method. \n\n\n\nNot because one method fits all\, but because experience needs holding in order to move. \n\n\n\nWe work with words\, bodies\, breath\, and sound.Sometimes with silence.Sometimes with meditation.Sometimes through writing.Sometimes through reading and voicing.Sometimes through movement or stillness.Not everything happens every time. \n\n\n\nBut always a shared speaking at the end. \n\n\n\nNothing is forced.You can speak.You can stay quiet.You can pass.Listening counts.The structure holds the room so experience can move\, without being explained\, fixed\, or turned into a performance. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole has three realms\n\n\n\nErosThe realm of desire.Of appetite.Of what still wants you.Sex. Rage. Hunger. Refusal.The pull toward life that never went quiet.Enter Eros if something in you is awake and restless. \n\n\n\nMotherThe realm of cost.Of responsibility.Of what life required of you.Birth. Care. Loss of self.The moment you became a passage.Enter Mother if your life split in two and never fully rejoined. \n\n\n\nCrone \n\n\n\nThe realm of ownership.Of what you no longer give away.No more passage for life.No more explanation.Menopause. Authority. Clarity.The moment you stop bleeding and start leading yourself. \n\n\n\nRead more at themotherhole.com \n\n\n\nPractical details\n\n\n\n• Time: Doors open at 17.30. Come early to land in the space\, eat before we begin. Gathering starts at 18:00• Length: 3 hours• Group size: Maximum 12 participants• Location: Sensual Institute\, Tavastgatan 43\, 118 24 Stockholm• Price: 500 SEK• Snacks and drinks included \n\n\n\nSpace holder\n\n\n\nCamilla\, creator of the Sensual hero’s journey and author of the I Awake series Find out more at on her insta and her website i-awake.com \n\n\n\nMarie-Louise \n\n\n\nHelene \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n•   Dress as you like\n•   Queer friendly\n•   Neurospicy friendly \n\n\n\nBooking & pricing\n\n\n\n• 500 SEK per participant \n\n\n\nif you feel called but cannot afford it right now pls reach out and we’ll figure something out!  \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n• Bookings are non-refundable\, but transferable \n\n\n500\,00 kr\n					\n				Add to cart
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CATEGORIES:Crone,The Motherhole
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DTSTART;TZID=UTC:20260904T180000
DTEND;TZID=UTC:20260904T210000
DTSTAMP:20260422T161139
CREATED:20260204T233145Z
LAST-MODIFIED:20260304T105645Z
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SUMMARY:Desire doesn’t always want more sex...
DESCRIPTION:The Motherhole has three realms: Eros\, Mother and Crone.This is an Eros gathering. Eros is not sex.It’s the charge that lives underneath language.The pull.The no.The yes that arrives before thought.It’s sensation.It’s appetite.It’s the body remembering itself. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nTheme of the gathering\n\n\n\nDesire changes over time.Not dramatically. Not visibly.But enough that you start to notice you’re no longer responding the way you used to. \n\n\n\nWhat once felt expansive may now feel selective.What once wanted expression may now want containment.What once moved outward may now turn inward. \n\n\n\nThis gathering is for women who recognise that shift and want to understand it\, without forcing themselves back into an earlier version of desire. \n\n\n\nNot to reignite something.Not to fix anything.But to listen carefully to what is actually there. \n\n\n\nWhat we will do\n\n\n\nThis is a structured\, guided gathering. The focus is articulation. \n\n\n\nWe are holding a shared space in which you will experience how your desire speaks when it is allowed to be honest\, restrained\, and unperformed. \n\n\n\nYou will write in response to precise prompts. \n\n\n\nYou will reflect before speaking but you will not be speaking your thoughts\, you’ll be voicing those from another in the group. How? Come and find out! All you need to know is that it works\, it’s very liberating and feels extremely safe\, we promise! \n\n\n\nYou do not need to prepare anything.You do not need to be expressive.You do not need to know what you think before you arrive. \n\n\n\nThe focus of the evening\n\n\n\nWe explore forms of desire that are rarely named:• desire that no longer seeks validation• desire that has become precise rather than abundant• desire that withdraws instead of reaching• desire that wants clarity more than stimulation \n\n\n\nThis is not about libido.It is about orientation. \n\n\n\nMany women sense that something in their erotic life has reorganised\, but lack language for it. This gathering offers a way to slow down and name what has already shifted. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole\n\n\n\nThe Motherhole.The first gate.The original opening. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole is the place where life arrives\, where identity fractures\, where something that was once yours becomes a passage for others.And then\, one day\, becomes yours again. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole gatherings are not events. They are encounters.Spaces where women come to speak from inside what actually happened\, and what is happening now. \n\n\n\nNot to be fixed.Not to be guided.Not to be improved.But to be heard. \n\n\n\nEach Motherhole gathering follows a shared method. \n\n\n\nNot because one method fits all\, but because experience needs holding in order to move. \n\n\n\nWe work with words\, bodies\, breath\, and sound.Sometimes with silence.Sometimes with meditation.Sometimes through writing.Sometimes through reading and voicing.Sometimes through movement or stillness.Not everything happens every time. \n\n\n\nBut always a shared speaking at the end. \n\n\n\nNothing is forced.You can speak.You can stay quiet.You can pass.Listening counts.The structure holds the room so experience can move\, without being explained\, fixed\, or turned into a performance. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole has three realms\n\n\n\nErosThe realm of desire.Of appetite.Of what still wants you.Sex. Rage. Hunger. Refusal.The pull toward life that never went quiet.Enter Eros if something in you is awake and restless. \n\n\n\nMotherThe realm of cost.Of responsibility.Of what life required of you.Birth. Care. Loss of self.The moment you became a passage.Enter Mother if your life split in two and never fully rejoined. \n\n\n\nCrone \n\n\n\nThe realm of ownership.Of what you no longer give away.No more passage for life.No more explanation.Menopause. Authority. Clarity.The moment you stop bleeding and start leading yourself. \n\n\n\nRead more at themotherhole.com \n\n\n\nPractical details\n\n\n\n• Time: Doors open at 17.30. Come early to land in the space\, eat before we begin. Gathering starts at 18:00 • Length: 3 hours• Group size: Maximum 12 participants• Location: Sensual Institute\, Tavastgatan 43\, 118 24 Stockholm• Price: 500 SEK• Snacks and drinks included \n\n\n\nSpace holder\n\n\n\nCamilla Wellton\, creator of the Sensual Hero’s Journey™ and author of the I AWAKE series  \n\n\n\nFind out more on her insta and her website i-awake.com \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n•   Dress as you like\n•   Queer friendly\n•   Neurospicy friendly \n\n\n\nBooking & pricing\n\n\n\n• 500 SEK per participant \n\n\n\nif you feel called but cannot afford it right now pls reach out and we’ll figure something out!  \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n• Bookings are non-refundable\, but transferable  \n\n\n500\,00 kr\n					\n				Add to cart
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CATEGORIES:Eros,The Motherhole
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DTSTART;TZID=UTC:20260925T180000
DTEND;TZID=UTC:20260925T210000
DTSTAMP:20260422T161139
CREATED:20260204T235521Z
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SUMMARY:The power of a Mother
DESCRIPTION:The Motherhole hosts this gathering. \n\n\n\nIt has three realms: Eros\, Mother and Crone. \n\n\n\nThis is a Mother gathering. \n\n\n\nMother is not only care. \n\n\n\nIt is authority. \n\n\n\nIt is the body that decides. \n\n\n\nThe voice that sets limits. \n\n\n\nThe nervous system that shapes another human’s reality. \n\n\n\nMother is power. \n\n\n\nAnd most women were never taught how to inhabit it without guilt. \n\n\n\nTheme of the gathering\n\n\n\nThere is a moment in motherhood when you realise: \n\n\n\nYou are the centre. \n\n\n\nYour tone changes the room. \n\n\n\nYour mood alters the atmosphere. \n\n\n\nYour decisions become structure. \n\n\n\nYou are no longer negotiating your existence. \n\n\n\nYou are structuring someone else’s. \n\n\n\nThat is power. \n\n\n\nAnd power in women is still uncomfortable. \n\n\n\nSo we soften it. \n\n\n\nWe dilute it. \n\n\n\nWe apologise for it. \n\n\n\nWe over-explain our boundaries. \n\n\n\nWe outsource decisions. \n\n\n\nWe second-guess ourselves. \n\n\n\nThis gathering is for women who feel the weight of maternal authority but have never been given language for it. \n\n\n\nNot the sweet version. \n\n\n\nThe real one. \n\n\n\nThe one that includes anger. \n\n\n\nControl. \n\n\n\nProtection. \n\n\n\nInstinct. \n\n\n\nDominance. \n\n\n\nFear of getting it wrong. \n\n\n\nWe are not here to become nicer mothers. \n\n\n\nWe are here to examine the power you already hold. \n\n\n\nWhat we will do\n\n\n\nThis is a structured\, guided gathering. The focus is articulation. \n\n\n\nWe create a contained space where you can examine how authority lives in your body as a mother. \n\n\n\nYou will write in response to precise prompts. \n\n\n\nYou will reflect before speaking but you will not be speaking your thoughts\, you’ll be voicing those from another in the group. How? Come and find out! All you need to know is that it works\, it’s very liberating and feels extremely safe\, we promise! \n\n\n\nYou do not need to justify your decisions. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to minimise your anger. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to soften your voice. \n\n\n\nWe explore power without shaming it. \n\n\n\nNo fixing. \n\n\n\nNo parenting advice. \n\n\n\nNo comparison. \n\n\n\nJust women speaking from inside the authority they carry. \n\n\n\nThe focus of the evening\n\n\n\nWe explore aspects of motherhood that are rarely named directly: \n\n\n\n• the discomfort of being the final decision \n\n\n\n• the fear of misusing power \n\n\n\n• anger as protection \n\n\n\n• control as instinct \n\n\n\n• guilt around boundaries \n\n\n\n• the shift from being cared for to being the one who cares \n\n\n\n• the loneliness of being the structure \n\n\n\nThis is not about parenting strategy. \n\n\n\nIt is about inhabiting authority without collapsing into apology. \n\n\n\nMany women are powerful in their work but uncertain in their motherhood. \n\n\n\nThis gathering offers a way to examine maternal power without diluting it. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole\n\n\n\nThe Motherhole.The first gate.The original opening. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole is the place where life arrives\, where identity fractures\, where something that was once yours becomes a passage for others.And then\, one day\, becomes yours again. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole gatherings are not events. They are encounters.Spaces where women come to speak from inside what actually happened\, and what is happening now. \n\n\n\nNot to be fixed.Not to be guided.Not to be improved.But to be heard. \n\n\n\nEach Motherhole gathering follows a shared method. \n\n\n\nNot because one method fits all\, but because experience needs holding in order to move. \n\n\n\nWe work with words\, bodies\, breath\, and sound.Sometimes with silence.Sometimes with meditation.Sometimes through writing.Sometimes through reading and voicing.Sometimes through movement or stillness.Not everything happens every time. \n\n\n\nBut always a shared speaking at the end. \n\n\n\nNothing is forced.You can speak.You can stay quiet.You can pass.Listening counts.The structure holds the room so experience can move\, without being explained\, fixed\, or turned into a performance. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole has three realms\n\n\n\nErosThe realm of desire.Of appetite.Of what still wants you.Sex. Rage. Hunger. Refusal.The pull toward life that never went quiet.Enter Eros if something in you is awake and restless. \n\n\n\nMotherThe realm of cost.Of responsibility.Of what life required of you.Birth. Care. Loss of self.The moment you became a passage.Enter Mother if your life split in two and never fully rejoined. \n\n\n\nCrone \n\n\n\nThe realm of ownership.Of what you no longer give away.No more passage for life.No more explanation.Menopause. Authority. Clarity.The moment you stop bleeding and start leading yourself. \n\n\n\nRead more at Https://themotherhole.com \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nPractical details\n\n\n\n• Time: Doors open at 17.30. Come early to land in the space\, eat before we begin. Gathering starts at 18:00• Length: 3 hours• Group size: Maximum 12 participants• Location: Sensual Institute\, Tavastgatan 43\, 118 24 Stockholm• Price: 500 SEK• Snacks and drinks included \n\n\n\nSpace holder\n\n\n\nCamilla Wellton\, Mother and creator of the Sensual hero’s journey and author of the I Awake series Find out more on her insta and on her website i-awake.com \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n•   Dress as you like\n•   Queer friendly\n•   Neurospicy friendly \n\n\n\nBooking & pricing\n\n\n\n• 500 SEK per participant \n\n\n\nif you feel called but cannot afford it right now pls reach out and we’ll figure something out!  \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n• Bookings are non-refundable\, but transferable \n\n\n500\,00 kr\n					\n				Add to cart
URL:https://staging.sensualinstitute.com/event/the-power-of-a-mother/
CATEGORIES:Mother,The Motherhole
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DTSTART;TZID=UTC:20261106T180000
DTEND;TZID=UTC:20261106T210000
DTSTAMP:20260422T161139
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SUMMARY:Am I loosing myself?
DESCRIPTION:The Motherhole hosts this gathering. \n\n\n\nIt has three realms: Eros\, Mother and Crone. \n\n\n\nThis is a Crone gathering. \n\n\n\nCrone is not decline. \n\n\n\nIt is not wisdom theatre. \n\n\n\nIt is not graceful ageing. \n\n\n\nCrone is what happens when your body changes faster than your identity can keep up. \n\n\n\nWhen something biological reorganises you before you have language for it. \n\n\n\nTheme of the gathering\n\n\n\nMenopause is not just hot flashes. \n\n\n\nIt is the moment your body stops behaving in a way you recognise. \n\n\n\nYou forget words mid-sentence. \n\n\n\nYou lose your temper in ways that surprise you. \n\n\n\nYou wake at night and your thoughts won’t settle. \n\n\n\nYour tolerance shrinks. \n\n\n\nYour confidence flickers. \n\n\n\nYour body feels unfamiliar in your own clothes. \n\n\n\nYou look competent. \n\n\n\nBut inside something feels unstable. \n\n\n\nAnd beneath all of it is a quiet fear: \n\n\n\nIs this temporary? \n\n\n\nOr am I becoming someone I don’t know? \n\n\n\nThis gathering is for women in perimenopause or menopause who feel cognitively\, emotionally\, or physically altered and were never given real language for what that means. \n\n\n\nNot the inspirational version. \n\n\n\nThe lived one. \n\n\n\nWhat we will do\n\n\n\nThis is a structured\, guided gathering. The focus is articulation. \n\n\n\nWe create a contained space where you can examine what is actually shifting in you. \n\n\n\nYou will write in response to precise prompts. \n\n\n\nYou will reflect before speaking but you will not be speaking your thoughts\, you’ll be voicing those from another in the group. How? Come and find out! All you need to know is that it works\, it’s very liberating and feels extremely safe\,  we promise! \n\n\n\nWe name what feels unstable. \n\n\n\nWe separate biology from identity. \n\n\n\nWe slow down the fear. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to be positive. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to be resilient. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to frame this as empowerment. \n\n\n\nWe begin with what is disorienting. \n\n\n\nThe focus of the evening\n\n\n\nWe explore aspects of menopause that are rarely spoken about directly: \n\n\n\n• brain fog and fear of cognitive decline \n\n\n\n• irritability that strains relationships \n\n\n\n• anxiety that appears without history \n\n\n\n• sleep disruption and emotional volatility \n\n\n\n• the shift in sexual response \n\n\n\n• the loss of previous coping strategies \n\n\n\n• the question of whether this is “just hormones” or something more \n\n\n\nThis is not a medical seminar. \n\n\n\nIt is not a symptom checklist. \n\n\n\nIt is a space to understand how biological transition impacts identity. \n\n\n\nMany high-functioning women feel quietly destabilised during this phase and are told to either manage it medically or celebrate it spiritually. \n\n\n\nNeither approach addresses the psychological shock. \n\n\n\nThis gathering offers a place to name that shock without exaggerating it or minimising it. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole\n\n\n\nThe Motherhole.The first gate.The original opening. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole is the place where life arrives\, where identity fractures\, where something that was once yours becomes a passage for others.And then\, one day\, becomes yours again. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole gatherings are not events. They are encounters.Spaces where women come to speak from inside what actually happened\, and what is happening now. \n\n\n\nNot to be fixed.Not to be guided.Not to be improved.But to be heard. \n\n\n\nEach Motherhole gathering follows a shared method. \n\n\n\nNot because one method fits all\, but because experience needs holding in order to move. \n\n\n\nWe work with words\, bodies\, breath\, and sound.Sometimes with silence.Sometimes with meditation.Sometimes through writing.Sometimes through reading and voicing.Sometimes through movement or stillness.Not everything happens every time. \n\n\n\nBut always a shared speaking at the end. \n\n\n\nNothing is forced.You can speak.You can stay quiet.You can pass.Listening counts.The structure holds the room so experience can move\, without being explained\, fixed\, or turned into a performance. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole has three realms\n\n\n\nErosThe realm of desire.Of appetite.Of what still wants you.Sex. Rage. Hunger. Refusal.The pull toward life that never went quiet.Enter Eros if something in you is awake and restless. \n\n\n\nMotherThe realm of cost.Of responsibility.Of what life required of you.Birth. Care. Loss of self.The moment you became a passage.Enter Mother if your life split in two and never fully rejoined. \n\n\n\nCrone \n\n\n\nThe realm of ownership.Of what you no longer give away.No more passage for life.No more explanation.Menopause. Authority. Clarity.The moment you stop bleeding and start leading yourself. \n\n\n\nRead more at themotherhole.com \n\n\n\nPractical details\n\n\n\n• Time: Doors open at 17.30. Come early to land in the space\, eat before we begin. Gathering starts at 18:00• Length: 3 hours• Group size: Maximum 12 participants• Location: Sensual Institute\, Tavastgatan 43\, 118 24 Stockholm• Price: 500 SEK• Snacks and drinks included \n\n\n\nSpace holders\n\n\n\nCamilla Wellton\, creator of the Sensual Hero’s Journey™ and author of the I AWAKE series. Find out more at her  instagram and i-awake.com \n\n\n\nMarie-Louise \n\n\n\nHelene \n\n\n\n• Dress as you like  \n\n\n\n• Queer friendly  \n\n\n\n• Neurospicy friendly \n\n\n\nBooking & pricing\n\n\n\n• 500 SEK per participant \n\n\n\nif you feel called but cannot afford it right now pls reach out and we’ll figure something out!  \n\n\n\n• Bookings are non-refundable\, but transferable \n\n\n500\,00 kr\n					\n				Add to cart
URL:https://staging.sensualinstitute.com/event/am-i-loosing-myself/
CATEGORIES:Crone,The Motherhole
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DTSTART;TZID=UTC:20261120T180000
DTEND;TZID=UTC:20261120T210000
DTSTAMP:20260422T161139
CREATED:20260204T232918Z
LAST-MODIFIED:20260408T151807Z
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SUMMARY:The Forbidden Want
DESCRIPTION:The Motherhole hosts this gathering. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole has three realms: Eros\, Mother and Crone.This is an Eros gathering. Eros is not sex.It’s the charge that lives underneath language.The pull.The no.The yes that arrives before thought.It’s sensation.It’s appetite.It’s the body remembering itself. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nTheme of the gathering\n\n\n\nNot the socially acceptable desire. \n\n\n\nNot the Instagram version. \n\n\n\nNot the “healthy” one. \n\n\n\nThe one you edit out. \n\n\n\nThe one that embarrasses you. \n\n\n\nThe one that contradicts your politics. \n\n\n\nThe one that does not fit your relationship. \n\n\n\nThe one that doesn’t align with who you think you are. \n\n\n\nEvery woman has a desire she does not say out loud. \n\n\n\nSometimes it is sexual. \n\n\n\nSometimes it is relational. \n\n\n\nSometimes it is power. \n\n\n\nSometimes it is escape. \n\n\n\nThis gathering is about meeting that desire without acting on it\, suppressing it\, or dressing it up. \n\n\n\nWe are not here to indulge it. \n\n\n\nWe are here to face it. \n\n\n\nWhat we will do\n\n\n\nThis is a structured\, guided gathering. The focus is articulation. \n\n\n\nWe create a contained space where you can examine the desire you usually censor. \n\n\n\nYou will write in response to precise prompts. \n\n\n\nYou will reflect before speaking but you will not be speaking your thoughts\, you’ll be voicing those from another in the group. How? Come and find out! All you need to know is that it works\, it’s very liberating and feels extremely safe\, we promise! \n\n\n\nNo one reacts. \n\n\n\nNo one advises. \n\n\n\nNo one analyses. \n\n\n\nYou are not required to justify your wanting. \n\n\n\nWe work slowly and precisely. \n\n\n\nWe let the truth exist without consequence. \n\n\n\nThe focus of the evening\n\n\n\nWe explore forms of Eros that are rarely named: \n\n\n\n• desire that feels socially inconvenient \n\n\n\n• desire that disrupts your self-image \n\n\n\n• desire that contradicts your commitments \n\n\n\n• desire that carries shame \n\n\n\n• desire that feels too large \n\n\n\n• desire that feels dangerous \n\n\n\nThis is not about permission. \n\n\n\nIt is about awareness. \n\n\n\nMost women spend enormous energy managing what they want. \n\n\n\nThis gathering offers a way to look directly at it. \n\n\n\nWithout performance. \n\n\n\nWithout panic. \n\n\n\nWithout action. \n\n\n\nJust clarity. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole\n\n\n\nThe Motherhole.The first gate.The original opening. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole is the place where life arrives\, where identity fractures\, where something that was once yours becomes a passage for others.And then\, one day\, becomes yours again. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole gatherings are not events. They are encounters.Spaces where women come to speak from inside what actually happened\, and what is happening now. \n\n\n\nNot to be fixed.Not to be guided.Not to be improved.But to be heard. \n\n\n\nEach Motherhole gathering follows a shared method. \n\n\n\nNot because one method fits all\, but because experience needs holding in order to move. \n\n\n\nWe work with words\, bodies\, breath\, and sound.Sometimes with silence.Sometimes with meditation.Sometimes through writing.Sometimes through reading and voicing.Sometimes through movement or stillness.Not everything happens every time. \n\n\n\nBut always a shared speaking at the end. \n\n\n\nNothing is forced.You can speak.You can stay quiet.You can pass.Listening counts.The structure holds the room so experience can move\, without being explained\, fixed\, or turned into a performance. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole has three realms\n\n\n\nErosThe realm of desire.Of appetite.Of what still wants you.Sex. Rage. Hunger. Refusal.The pull toward life that never went quiet.Enter Eros if something in you is awake and restless. \n\n\n\nMotherThe realm of cost.Of responsibility.Of what life required of you.Birth. Care. Loss of self.The moment you became a passage.Enter Mother if your life split in two and never fully rejoined. \n\n\n\nCrone \n\n\n\nThe realm of ownership.Of what you no longer give away.No more passage for life.No more explanation.Menopause. Authority. Clarity.The moment you stop bleeding and start leading yourself. \n\n\n\nRead more at Https://themotherhole.com \n\n\n\nPractical details\n\n\n\n• Time: Doors open at 17.30. Come early to land in the space\, eat before we begin. Gathering starts at 18:00• Length: 3 hours• Group size: Maximum 12 participants• Location: Sensual Institute\, Tavastgatan 43\, 118 24 Stockholm• Price: 500 SEK• Snacks and drinks included \n\n\n\nSpace holder\n\n\n\nCamilla Wellton\, creator of the Sensual Hero’s Journey™ and author of the I AWAKE series  \n\n\n\nFind out more on her instagram  and her website  i-awake.com \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n•   Dress as you like\n•   Queer friendly\n•   Neurospicy friendly \n\n\n\nBooking & pricing\n\n\n\n• 500 SEK per participant \n\n\n\nif you feel called but cannot afford it right now pls reach out and we’ll figure something out! \n\n\n500\,00 kr\n					\n				Add to cart
URL:https://staging.sensualinstitute.com/event/the-forbidden-want/
CATEGORIES:Eros,The Motherhole
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